I knew it was going to be difficult for me today, my love, but didn't realise just how hard it would be. I thought of how we used to spent our day together in the past, and all the happy moments we shared, but that didn't help - if anything it made the emptiness inside me and the loneliness even worse. I hope your day was happier, darling. Love you and miss you even more on this special day of ours. xx