Hello Sweetheart. 7 weeks today. I'm sitting here staring at the laptop trying to think of what to say to you, but my mind is "blank" - nothing's happening and the words just won't come. Do I really need to find them though? YOU know what I'm thinking - you always did, so why should today be any different? And you know how I'm feeling too, and what I'm going through, don't you? I know you had to leave us, and you know you had to leave us, but that doesn't help how lonely I am without you. Love and miss you, Mr - so very, very much. Take care, xx